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Post by lilbrotha79 on Oct 11, 2005 10:35:40 GMT -5
ERIC YOU WERE A BIG REASON WHY I WOUND UP BEING THE MAN I AM TODAY, THANKS FOR BEING SO ROUGH ON ME GROWING UP. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT CCW WILL LIVE ON AS LONG AS I HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WIYH IT AND YOU WILL SEE COME WED. THE 12TH OF OCTOBER WHEN I INTRODUCE A.V.I. I HOPE IT LIVES UP TO "DA COMMISH'S" LEGACY. "DA COMMISH" WALKED A VERY THIN LINE WHEN IT CAME TO EXCELLENCE AND I WANT TO GIVE THE FANS NOTHING LESS. CCW IS THE LAST THING OF MY BROTHER I HAVE LEFT SO I HOPE I CAN MAKE YOU PROUD. YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART ERIC I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH
LOVE ALWAYS "LIL BROTHA"
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Oct 25, 2005 10:02:07 GMT -5
WHATS UP BROTHA,
HERE LATELY I'VE BEEN THINKING ALOT AND I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME TO SAY FOR 26 YEARS YOU WERE MY BIG BROTHER. YOU NEVER LET ANYONE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF LIL BROTHA AND KNOW I'M DOING THE SAME FOR YOU. I HOPE YOU ARE AS PROUD OF ME AS A WAS OF YOU. I DON'T KNOW WHY GOD TOOK YOU AWAY FROM US BUT I'M SURE HE HAS A CCW UP THERE IN HEAVEN THAT NEEDS "DA COMMISH'S" HELP. I AM REALLY HAVING A HARD TIME DEALING WITH THE FACT THAT YOU ARE GONE AND I CAN'T CALL YOU AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ANYMORE. I WOULD HAVE TRADED PLACES WITH YOU WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT. ONE MORE I HOPE YPUR WAITING FOR ME WHEN I GET THERE WITH SOME PARTY FAVORS SO WE CAN CATCH UP ON EVERYTHING WE MISSED OUT ON. PENNY AND STAR ARE REALLY HELPING ME OUT NOW I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN ABOUT PENNY AND STAR BEING TRUE FRIENDS BECAUSE THAT THEY REALLY ARE AND THANKS SO MUCH WITHOUT YOU ALL I WOULD'NT HAVE A CLUE.
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Oct 27, 2005 13:26:31 GMT -5
Well i hope last nights turn of events was up to par. E i was really scared that i would mess it up. I hope you enjoyed the show i mean geezz you only have the best seats in the house. I have been having a hard time with life in general. Expecially since the one person i had to talk to and not worry about everyone knowing my personal buisness is gone to join the lord. Bra will you tell big sis i miss her too and g-ma. Your departure has really pulled the family apart. We all kind of walk around like zombies not understanding why or for what reason it was'nt your time to go you just talked death into letting you get one last ride. I love you and hope to see you soon.
R.I.P. "DA COMMISH"
LOVE ALWAYS,
"LIL BROTHA"
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Nov 11, 2005 23:24:55 GMT -5
Well bro how did you like the show last week. I took a good beating at the hands of mad man pondo and charlie. I was scared as nuts but i knew you were there i could feel it. Im starting to get a little better at this whole wrestling gig. I also have a whole new respect for the workers after that little bit of ass whoop'n' i took. But A.V.I. is what it is and thats ABSOLUTE VIOLENCE and he who laugh's first never laugh's last and thats something you always taught me so stairway to hell will be ABSOLUTELY VIOLENT.
Love always,
"LiL Brotha"
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Nov 15, 2005 10:55:18 GMT -5
 Whats up E-Double i know things have been really messed up lately. But i find myself often having thoughts of wanting to come join you! Man brotha i miss you so much i can hardly get my self motivated to even get out of bed sometimes. Every time i think about you i cry because you were the only person i had to talk to. Now that you are gone i have to try to talk to you on this web site hoping one day you would return my messages. But now its time to face reality and understand the lord took you away from us for a reason and you being the bull-sh** artist you were you talked the man up stairs into letting you get that one last ride. My hart is broken in a way it can never be fixed not even by the best heart surgeon in the world. My life is incomplete with out you around and as god is my witness those who cross me in any situation and you know what i mean i vow as "I AM MY BROTHER'S KEEPER" I will die before i let anyone disrespect me or my families name we earned it and i will maintain it. This I promise try me and see. Brotha i pray every night for us to rejoin again the same way you felt about Shannon i feel about you. Pain, confusion, ANGER, and lots of it. My hearts starting to turn cold I'm bitter i don't care who i hurt anymore bra you know thats not me or at least it wasn't. I love you very much and dad, mom,Chelsea,and Savannah love you too as for kami f*** her i hope she suffers for eternity as that is for any person that does things purposely to hurt my mother. Every time she cries i want to do bad things. I have a lot on my plate they say god will never put more on your plate than you can handle but bro i can't handle all of this. My trial date is December the 5 and I'm actually looking forward to I'm tired of stressing I'm all stressed out keep a close eye on me i have to go to many tears are clouding my vision. I love you and always will see ya when i get there oh and remember "I WILL MOURN YA TILL I JOIN YA" "LiL Brotha"
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Nov 29, 2005 10:08:43 GMT -5
Well bra its almost time. I've sat around listenening to all the crap i hear about charlie's championship wrestling. Over my dead body, the day that happens you'll be saying whats up cuz i won't be alive. I've got a plan to rid CCW of stonewall studder once and for all Swerve ya heard !
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Dec 7, 2005 11:39:27 GMT -5
What's up E-Dub i have been stressed out lately trying to deal with all the bull**** going on. The lord has been throwing me curve balls lately and its been really hard. The holidays just aren't the same with out you around. On thanksgiving i started remenissing about us smoking up and getting one heck of an appetite and makeing fun of everyone else. I have been in my own little world wondering what the meaning of life is and thats been a journey in its self. The only conclusion i can come to is this is punishment for a past life we have lived,why else would the lord put innocent people here to suffer like this. C-YA when i get there .
Love Always,
"LIL BROTHA"
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Dec 16, 2005 14:19:59 GMT -5
This poem is to my big bra. I hope you like it.
"A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands laid to rest, God broke my heart to show me he only takes the best!" Eric every since you have been gone my life has been on pause waiting to wake up from this nightmare they call life. I hope i am makeing you proud, I try to do what i know you would do for me if the roles were reversed. You know in regards to what i am speaking of so send me a sign and let me know i'm on your mind. Love and miss you very much.
Sincerely,
"LIL BROTHA"
P.S. "Mourn Ya
Till I
Join Ya!"
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Dec 28, 2005 14:31:06 GMT -5
Well bra as usual things are not good here in CCW we have not made one red cent since you passed away. And alot of this is because no one really knows how you ran stuff in the buisness or finance department. All i have to go on is what people tell me and then i have other people coming to me with other ways that they know you did things. What really confuses me is the fact that everything i have heard about the way you did things was to there own personal benefit. Or so it seems that way i have not seen any thing like i hear we are doing this for ERIC. Yes i do hear it do i see it NO! Do i beleive what i hear from some overzelous wannabe's around here hell no! So who's going to make sure my brother's dream doesn't turn into a nightmare, ME THATS WHO. Why because with the exception of a few real friends of ERIC'S I am the only one who really cares about CCW.
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Dec 28, 2005 14:32:36 GMT -5
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Jan 25, 2006 9:47:34 GMT -5
Whats up "E" I know its been a while but i have been up to my elbows in sh**. I really need some help I have been working my a** off and no one really wants to help i feel alone on this one bra. All i hear is how people are going to do this or that but i never see it. Lone Star and Penny are truely Two of the Best friends i could ever ask for they shoot me straight all of the time. They take the friendship beyond the locker room. Now i know what you meant when you said they were like BBB and Carrie really friends not just associates. Thank you guys for being there for me through the troubled times. I have got the commercial on line, I am to meet with channel 44 today at 11:00 am to see the commercial and pick the spots in which it will air. Brother i wish you were here to help me i don't feel i get the respect i should get from some people. And get the backstabbing weasals out of our locker room. I miss you each and every day that passes by i hope to see you again soon. Please keep an eye on baby girl she's in Atlanta with her mother and i still don't trust that situation. Well Bra i have to get back to work try and send me a sign let a muthaphuka know he's on ya mind!
Nut 'n' But Luv,
"Lil Brotha"
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Feb 15, 2006 12:07:40 GMT -5
Happy Valentines Day brotha! I have been haveing alot of fun with wrestling, its starting to pick back up. This past year has been the hardest times of my life. Sometimes i just want to give up but i know i can't let everyone down. I am just not me anymore its like everything is like oh well. Every since July 3, 2005 our lives were devastated and changed for ever. Sometimes I let my emotions get the best of me. I long for the day we can sit down and tilt back that shot glass full of crown royal and well you know the rest. Tonight we are going to give them hell. well brotha thanks for listening to my problems. I love you man !
Sincerely,
Your one and only "LiL Brotha"
A.V.I.
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Feb 20, 2006 14:21:01 GMT -5
Whats up, Brotha St. Valentines day show was a sucess. I know you would have been proud of us. Hey its getting close to judgement day for me and i'm nervous. I just want to get the it over with. Later my dude.
"LiL Brotha"
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Feb 23, 2006 14:50:16 GMT -5
Whats up brotha its our time to shine. CCW is starting to get the foundation it needs. Our new commercial starts airing March 3. I feel like you have been sitting right next to me at times to give me what i need to get the job done. Finally i can actually say CCW is a team once again to give the fans the best show possible. The locker room is looking alot better and with everyone working together we can only go up. And Brotha you know me "The sky's the limit baby" with this momentum we can acheive the dream that "Da Commish" so eagerly wanted. This was his dream and its my job to make sure it will come true.
Sincerely,
"lil" Brotha
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Post by lilbrotha79 on Feb 27, 2006 19:22:47 GMT -5
Whats up brotha, Man stuff really getting hard for me. I have heard more bullsh** than i can possibly stand. You know i get about as much respect as an old broken down mule. I feel like that as much stuff as i do and have to endure around here that alot of people would understand. Beyond all the crap that goes on in CCW I do have a life outside of the coliseum. These people don't understand the amount of pressure I am under. Aside from all the criticism they don't even consider that maybe i might still be trying to deal with the fact that my one and only sibling I had left is now laying in Oak Hill cemetery. I am at a point in my life where I either get some help or I am going to end up hurting someone or myself. I just wish people would be a little more considerate of what i might be going through and put themselves in my shoe's. Ha they couldn't walk in my shoe's. So why not stop and say d**n man I bet he's already got enough to deal with,But that would mean they would have to find somebody else to bi*ch at and that would be to much work. I know you did it for 5 years but Jesus Christ i am going crazy. Well i am outta here.
Sincerely,
Your one and only "lil Brotha"
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